I told you this would be hard.
We have been here since 7 pm last night.
The Cervidil did nothing. Why? Because I have some scarring on my cervix.
The OB has tried three times to break it up. Nothing doing. And so I have to have a C-section.
We are next but we're also so fucking healthy that we'e not an emergency. So we've been about to be taken in to the OR since oh. noonish.
I have an IV. I have a catheter. I had an epidural. I can't feel most of my body.
I'm nauseous; Ive thrown up. A bunch. I might do so again - not clear at the moment.
I've cried and cried. It scares the shit out of me.
And now they just said the OB I've been waiting on isn't feeling well. So we are waiting on her replacement from the practice.
Who, on the bright side, might be less of a bitch than today's doctor.
I'm so upset. And I'm so frustrated. I was prepared for stamina-requiring feats of strength.